Hati dan perasaan....

Hmmm...pejam celik pejam celik..dah hampir setahun aku ngn abang duk berjauhan...And so far, bolehla....masih mampu bertahan....

Tapi, minggu ni terasa minggu penuh dugaan...heheheh....Areefa demam, siap ngn muntah2 lagi, abang lak bz...Ari isnin blk sana (tangguh pasal areefa tak sihat), then abang gi JB laks...

So, tinggallah aku terkontang-kanting sorang2 kat sini....Anak lak jenis demam malam...So, cam biasa, mak juga jadi tempat ngadu...tepon mak tengah2 malam kui 3 pagi...tak dapat datang pun tak per, janji dapat lepaskan sket perasaan stress...

Tapi apapun, alhamdulillah, anak pun dah sihat...dan ceria...hehehe..so, hati dan perasaan mak dia pun kembali stabil...hehehehe...

Mama Areefa nih, bila hati dan perasaan tu stabil, terasa cam nk anak sorang lagi...tapi bila anak sakit, mulalah..konfius...hehehehe...

Takperlah...Allah Maha Mengetahui...kot2 ada rezeki tu nnti, adalah adik areefa..hehehe...;)

Not In The Mood....

Mata..terasa sangat mengantuk..tapi takde feel nk tdo....

Mood...mmg zero...malas giler rasa nk get into working today...

Sebabnyer:

1. Panas giler...aircond tgh servis..so seminggu nih, mmg kami kat UiTM Penang has to bear with the hot and humid environment...argh....

2. Letih..pasal malam tadi tak lena tdo..Areefa demam..sian dia...Panas tul badan dia malam tadi...Mata pun kuyu je pasal tak larat...Susu pun tak berapa nk minum..Pas sumbat ubat kot bontot, barulah ok..barulah nk minum susu...Sian anak mama...

3. Lately, dalam seminggu yg lepas, mmg tiap2 malam tak cukup tdo...Areefa mmg kurang sihat...bisul lah, demam lah, sumbat hidung lah, ngamuk lah.....hmmm..dugaann.....

Yang pasti, terasa cam nk lepak2 je nih...and still wondering about something...yet to know in this two or three days....

Strength + courage + knowledge + extremely great effort

Hmm...sedang cuba mengumpul kekuatan dan semangat untuk bersungguh2 belajo wat research...Giving myself another one year (no more), to prepare myself for PhD...Though maybe some people think that I'm taking too long, but...I know who I am and hopefully I'm the one who knows what I'm capable of...

And this time, I have to strive hard..real hard...It's all on me...

Continued....

Sambungan sket daripada post terdahulu...

Sue: Aku tak post pasal ada gambo areefa ngn abah dia je..gambo korang takde...;)

Bersama abah (mama malas nk basahkan kaki)
Sha: Aku guna "Topping Ace". Beli kat kedai barang2 kek gak. Cuma yang ni bukan cream yang dah siap whip. Kena pukul sendiri sampai kembang. Kalau nak bagi lebih senang spread, add in 2-3 tablespoons of fresh milk.
E-chan: Nnti aku approve ko nyer request kat facebook. FB kan kena block kat UiTM nih. Bleh access pas kui 5. Kui 5 tu aku dah tak tengok pc dah...dah sibuk bersiap nk balik dah tuh..hehehe...
Silah: Nnti kalau ko datang sini, insyaAllah aku watkan kek kay...

Mini gathering ex98 (northern region)

Setelah beberapa lama plan ngn e-chan ngn sue (lama tul berbincang)...akhirnyer, berjaya gak kami wat mini gathering nih...Kiranya cam mini gathering ex98 northern region...hehehehe...

Kehadiran: Aku, Keri (tuan rumah..takkan takde pulak kan...), E-chan, Dol and Suhana. Zila tak dapat datang pasal blk kampung...

Memula ingat nk ajak diorang makan kat luar jer..tapi bila pikir2, cam tak sampai ati laks...So, pagi2 aku dah kejutkan keri suruh gi pasar carik ayam...heheheh..Maka, tersedialah nasi tomato untuk hidangan semua ...;) Idakler sedap mane, tapi bleh lah...

Pas makan tengahari sambil layan citer Upin Ipin, kami pun lepak2 sambil borak2...Pastu petang, upon request e-chan..hehehehe..kami pun bertolak ke pulau...naik feri...

Then straight ke Batu Feringgi, bagi anak2 celup2 kaki....Mulanyer nk makan jagung bakar, tapi pakcik tu tak jual lak arini...So, plan ditukar kepada makan2 di Padang Kota...

Below are a few of the pics captured on the day..tapi limited kepada kat umah aku n atas feri..kat batu feringgi n masa makan2, kena tunggu e-chan/sue upload...

Kami semua...star of the day, Areefa and Aisyah

Minumlah dulu..dahaga lah pulak...

Dol n aisyah humaira (betul ke aku eja ni ek?)


Atas feri...echan yang beriya nak naik feri terpaksa lepak dalam keta jer...Sebabnyer....


Aisyah tdo...!!!


E-chan n Sue


Blueberry cake..dapat gak jamu kat kawan2...



Lama dah teringin...


Dah lama sebenarnya teringin nk beli nih. Tengok kat umah member2, pinggan mangkuk cantik2...satu set pulak tuh..Aku ni, pinggan mangkuk, suma set daripada mak aku, n set yg dapat masa kawin...Semuanya bercampur2...;) Macam2 kaler...


Pastu, aritu aku gi umah kak fida (gi melawat dia bersalin)..ternampak lah pulak set pinggan dia..Alamak, tergoda pulak rasanya..rasa terpanggil lak utk membeli gak..hehehe..


Makanyer, baru je minggu lepas, aku pun mengorder lah...hehehehe..wpun raya dah lepas, aku nk gak...hehehehe....Belum dapat lagi, on the way...*Big grin...


PhD ??

Hmm...

Semalam Prof Hawa, our TDA came to visit us in Penang. Not just a visit actually, its more on reviewing the EAC and MQA documents. In the evening, she honoured to give us a little talk those docs, OBE and last but not least PhD...

Hmm..PhD??

I've been already working here in Uitm for three years hoping that as time goes by, I'll have the strength, courage and motivation to pursue my studies. But yet, I'm still here..wandering around..pretending that I'm still at junior position...huhuhuh..huwaaa...

My friends and families around me whom previously took their masters degree later than me, have had their scholarships and had fly abroad...What about me?? Hmm????

I remembered that I've once read Prof Kamil's book on Phd Kecil Tapi Signifikan. There's a statement there that said, PhD is a must (wajib) for academician...even though there's no black n white saying this...

Please, Allah, give me the strength and motivation, for me to get up and pursue this dream...

Please friends, whoever read this post, please do share with me some thoughts...especially the ones that have very high motivation in pursuing this dream...(PhD)...